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i am compelled to blog because tomorrow is a public holiday

HAHAHA. MAY DAY! i love it for simply existing. so yes. i am getting quite stressed by the fact that it is almost 12 (LIKE OHMYGAWD. i am so going to get slammed for 1) thinking 12 is late when stacey did not sleep last night and screwed physics because of bio - i find a need to tell her off if she brings this up again. as i have come up with an excellent "i told you so..." 2) for being so bimbotic) so yes. i have 4 more minutes to post, as sharon says, on a truly memorable day :D

there are many things to talk about and if you find it strange that i am narrating my thoughts PLEASE REALISE IT'S WAY PAST MY BED TIME ON A (normally) SCHOOL NIGHT. eh. okay. start with xuwen the great. i know due to the forbidden fruit phenomenon shit thing, you are probably going to feel more inclined to go check it out but DO NOT. ON. YOUR. LIFE. GO. TO. SHARON'S. BLOG. if you do, and feel compelled to come and tag randomly about something perhaps along the lines of WTF WAS THAT. or OMG YOU LOOKED DAMN WEIRD HAHAHHA, i shall annihilate the tag. and then proceed to exterminate whoever you are. so yes. you have been warned. ah. xuwen! okay. today's xuwen's last day with us ): and we didn't even get to spend it fully with her! it was really emo (after the talking to by mrs lee) and when we were leaving (just as xuwen stepped in), i gave her a hug, and couldn't hold back my tears after that. *sigh* now that i look at it, xuwen's one of the reasons i debate. and debate with a passion. and debate is one of the reasons i well, survive, so yes. should we decide that because A > B > C therefore A (indirectly) > C, xuwen is a reason i survive. and i realise, what she said was true. she's been more than a coach, more than a beacon of amazing intelligence in our ignorance and naivity, but a friend, someone we could really rely on, have fun with and just be downright silly with. (oh and crap and talk about explicit content with) gosh. the memories have found their way into my unusually high state of mind. i can't do this ): at vjs, u14s, ajs, jgs whatever and not only during competitions but for dumb things like wild child! haha. after-competition dinners (usually involves food sharing and bill footing) and during-prep dinners (ahem. *cites a prime example which causes sharon to cringe*) i'm really really really - and no matter how many reallys i write, it's just not going to be able to express it - going to miss her. she's like sndebate's pillar of support, my pillar of support - although our pillar does occasionally break out into random song and dance - and she's made sndebate well sndebate. without her, it just wouldn't be the same. i love xuwen so much! (and i am not going to get tired of saying this, although she does, heh) so much! and one last time just for emphasis so so so much. gosh.

anyway. on another key, this week's been hectic. you know how in sec 2 you are delusional enough to think that your one test per week is like omg-how-am-i-going-to-handle-this, well WAKE UP YOUR IDEA. because it's not. it's amazing how we cope. on paper, it's about 2 tests a week. and when a teacher decides to be random and completely evil, we have maybe 5? yeah. with shit like summary, compre, discussion essays, courseworks, ec projects and anything that could make your week / life disappear in well, a nanosecond (ahaha. or pico, whatever) grr. this week. physics test. screwed. screwed. screwed shit! gosh. and bio, is going to be screwed too. AND AMATH FREAKIN LOG. ONE DAY AFTER BIO. which covers vast topics which chngdaniel has not exactly enlightened us on. AFTER CAMP. what the shit.

sigh. there's this teeny weeny oh so insignificantly small part of me that wishes swine flu does break out in singapore. heh. then, CAMP WOULD BE CANCELLED (okay, i'm really looking forward to being with my class, but high elements. no. freakin. way.) AND E LEARNING WOULD MAKE A COMEBACK. today, ms tan burst our happy little bubbles by informing us, we will from now on have no such thing as e-learning day(s) and definitely no such thing as enrichment week = 10 full weeks of common tests. wow. then she decided to ruin our lives / futures / reincarnation, if you believe in it (i don't. but just to highlight the extent of the devastation), by telling us we had an S.S. test. and like shit. healthcare. what the heck do i now about that? i think i have this ability to "delete" unnecessary information quite quickly. for example, i can study for physics, but by the time the test papers come back (or maybe even by the time i get the test paper, during the test) it might be completely gone. completely. if you decide to be all optimistic and let's go skipping in non-existent daffodil fields, this means, i can quickly re-store other info i need. and this means, i'm screwed for o's. ah. watch as your skipping ceases and the daffodil fields (which are non-existent, anyway) fall from beneath your feet. hmm. inspirational.

but. i shall not be cynical. because tomorrow is a public holiday! LIKE! OMGEEE! haha (i am remindeeeed of lit, where we re-wrote lysander's devoted / impassioned speech into modern day language, and turned him into a bimbo. oh pardon me. a himbo. like. ) and yes. we all know that public holidays are akin to well, the light at the end of the never-ending tunnel. (which on a cynical note: is never-ending. so that light you see there, it's probably just your mind playing tricks on you. and even if it really is a real source of light O: it's probably a penlight. not exactly very motivating or light-at-the-end-of-the-tunnel-ish) so. i must lull myself into a false high and despite the fact that it is 12.18am and that i have not even come in a 2m radius of my homework, go to sleep smiling. to wake up the next day to the illusion that i actually have time to go buy a pencil case. (random i know. whatever. i want a paperchase pencil case. and what i want, i get :x unless i'm broke, then what i want, i ... can't get. damn. that is beginning to look like a likely situation)

so yes. end of long post. have fun reading. (HAH. i love how i write these things at the end of the long post, inducing this eyeroll and insufferable eurgh.) hmm. i am wondering if i should quote sharon and contaminate my entire post, archive, blog, mind. ah heck. we live for reckless moments as such.

"i think all prostitutes should just live in worlds of spermicide" honestly. wth. i was caught off-guard and stoned for a long moment when she said this. after i ended stone, i proceeded to get her to repeat it, because i could not believe my ears. this came from sharon. might i remind you. sharon. sharon. sharon!
megan has also said the s word. s---. gosh. what is the world turning to.

O: anyway, just to make sure you can not sleep for the next few nights, i shall quote yvette.
yvette: (upon seeing ms fazli) hi! you're back! i missed you!
ms fazli: i missed you too :D (she is not expecting what is to follow)
yvette: you were always on my mind ... *please imagine yvette saying this with this cross between perv and dreamy look.
*all within hearing range turn to puke. miss fazli does not resurface from her retching until about 5 minutes later. she then sticks out her tongue at yvette and upon seeing her smile back at her, continues to puke*

ah. what a nice ending to a completely random post.
oh yeah. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VYDM3MIzEHo&feature=topvideos. go watch :D love his dimples. and while you're at it, go watch george sampson. *swoon*
























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my heartbeat beats me senselessly,
why's everything got to be so intesnse with me?
i'm trying to handle all this unpredictability,
in all possibility

cos you're the best i've got,
so take a long shot