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strength, courage and wisdom

hmm. i am posting way too frequently and ignoring tags, but anyway. i am blogging because of something important or shocking or well something along those lines, i can't quite put a finger on it. so yes. i shall begin my recount.

we were standing (read: fidgeting) on the track today during pledge taking today and doing the normal "so hot" *fans self* routine and they were about to cut our misery short by letting us go back to class when ali came up / stood forth / whatever you call it. and made the announcement and the prayer, about this sec 1 girl whose father passed away the day before.

and then there was silence. not to be cliched but it was like *shock*. you could practically hear a collective gasp and the quiet fervour during the prayer. i was having recess with poh and joanna when rachel started talking to poh. well, safe to say, i kind of eavesdropped and found out the girl was in my sister's class. okay. big enough shock to get me quite worked up and spark off a discussion back to class.

then when i got back, i kinda asked my sister. then i realised. i knew who she was, and she wasn't just my sister's classmate this year, she'd been her primary school friend, and this girl (it's kind of rude, but i'm trying to protect privacy on the world wide web) had been to my house!

it was like just. major shock. and it felt so unexpected and surreal. and scary. i can't bear to imagine how i'd feel if that happened to me (though it's kind of a natural reaction, if you know what i mean). and it'd felt so distant in the beginning, then ...

gosh. i am terribly incoherent now. talk about bubble-brain. (which kind of reminds me that i should go read sammy keyes again, which kind of induces guilt. okay. it is really inducing guilt) gosh. gosh.


*deep breaths* happy thoughts, happy thoughts.





happy pictures. happy pictures.



































think about it.
if you knew you were about to die right now, what would you regret not doing most?




why haven't you done it?
life's just too unpredictable to take anything for granted